It's so cold. I'm sorry. So sorry. Sorry for everything I've ever done or not done. I wish someone had handed me the glasses I've now gotten to see everything clearer. I wish I hadn't been such an asshole. I wish nothing had to change. I wish our time could have lasted forever. Just you and me. Alone. Alone facing the world like we did for the time we had together. Now you're so far. I see you but there is no connection. Nothing. There is nothing left between you and I. Just my tears. Which you cannot see. I miss you. I miss you terribly.